I had loved Estella dearly and long, and that although I had lost her, and must live a bereaved life, whatever concerned her was still nearer and dearer to me than anything else in the world.
– Charles Dickens
Great Expectations, Chapter 51. Pip’s continued obsession with the unobtainable Estella after her decision to marry Bentley Drummle highlights his self-deception. Even after she rejected him, Pip cannot let go of her.