So thin and pale and weak-looking. All the resolution has gone out of his dear eyes, and that quiet dignity which I told you was in his face has vanished.
– Bram Stoker
Dracula, Chapter 9. Mina finds Jonathan Harker in bad shape, after escaping the prison of Dracula’s castle and suffering a mental breakdown. He is riddled with self-doubt over what happened in Transylvania and is full of indecision.